Hoping to find my soulmate whilst trying to make sense of life
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Hello, My Name Is Anna-Maria, I'm A 47 Year Old, Single, Unmarried, Childless, Italian Female, Living Alone, In My 2 Bedroomed Terraced house Which I Own. I Moved Here On The 8th August 2011. I Bought This House After Selling My Apartment. I Come From An Extremely Good, Affectionate, Honest Family Background, I Was Born In My Parents Apartment In A Town On The Outskirts Of Naples, Italy Called Torre-Del-Greco, I Was About Eleven Months Old When I Came To Live In Nottingham, England, But My Parents Had First Come To England In The 1950's, Even Though I Was Born In Italy In 1964.
I Have 1 Older Brother, 2 Nieces And 2 Great Nephews, Its Rare That I See My Brother And My Two Nieces, The Reason Being Is That In The Past Whenever They Visited, I Would Always Be Upstairs In My Bedroom, I Didn't Want Anyone To See Me Because Of The Way I Felt About Myself And My Looks. Infact, The Only Person Whom I See Is My Mom, (My Father Passed Away On The 14th August 2010).
I Am An Affectionate, Generous, Genuine Person, I Am A Very Deep Person, A Deep Thinker, Thoughtful, Expressive, Passionate, Very Caring, Patient, Jealous, Inquisitive, Conscientious, Very House-Proud, I'm Ever So Friendly And Kind, I'm Amicable, Lovable, And Down To Earth.
Having Suffered From Cancer, (Hodgkin's Disease), In 2002 I Noticed A Lump On The Left Side Of My Neck, I Didn't Visit My Local Doctor About The Lump Until About A Year Later, Then About Another Year Passed Until I Attended The Hospital For A Check-Up, Then About A Week Later I Went Back To The Hospital For A Biopsy, It Was Confirmed At A Later Date That I Had Lymphoma, And It Was Not Until 2005 (When I Got Sick And Was Admitted To Hospital On The Same Day That My Mom Called The Emergency Doctor To My Home) That I Began 6 Months Of Chemotherapy, (And Various Daily Injections At Home, Administered By My Local Community Nurse), I Am So Lucky And Glad To Be Alive And Kicking, Even Though Many Times I Wish I Was Not Alive, So I Won't Suffer Anymore.
I Am Not A "Party Girl" And I Have Never Been To A Night-Club/Disco. I Also Dress Modestly, I Do Not Drive And I Am A Non-Smoker, I Drink Very Little Alcohol Infrequently, I Don't Tint My Hair, My Hair Is Naturally Dark Brown, I Have Big Dark Brown Eyes, I Am 5ft 6 & A 1/2 Inches Tall, Take A U.K Size 6 Shoe Size And I Weigh 59 Kilos.
I Suffered From Acne Since I Was About 16 And I Hated The Way I Looked, And Still Do, Its Not About Being Beautiful But Its About Me Looking Healthy Which I Have Never Really Have Done, Even When I Sleep, Eat Well Etc, I Have Also Had Rhinoplasty- >(Nose-Job) Twice! And I Still Hate My Nose!!! I Have Cried And Cried Until I Couldn't Cry AnyMore, I Have Gone Through Hell Because I Hated The Way I Looked And I Wish The Ground Would Have Swallowed Me Up In Certain Situations, And To This Day I Still Feel The Same About Myself. I Have Wasted Nearly All Of My Life Crying, Feeling Depressed, Feeling Lonely Like You Cannot Imagine.
Life Is So Precious. I Don't Know What The Rest Of My Future Holds Of Course, But It Can't Get Worse Surely? But One Thing Is For Certain, I Very Much Hope That One Day I Will Meet My Soul Mate, And Live An Ordinary And Simple Life, I Am Very Much Willing To Sell Up And Relocate Abroad. I Am The Type Of Person Whom Would Be Looking For A Relationship For Life, I Don't Believe In And I Am Not Interested Whatsoever In One Night Stands Or Casual Sex, Or Those Short Term Relationships Where Couples Leave Each Other Every Five Minutes Because They Are Bored, Or For Other Lame Excuses. I Have Lots Of Love And Affection To Give To A Committed, Faithful, Loyal Man, And I Just Would Love To Have The Chance To Look After Him And Care For Him.
Since Finishing My Chemotherapy Treatment In 2005, Until July 1st, 2008 I Had Not Left My Home To Go Anywhere. Even Now, I Don't Go Out Anywhere, Its Rare That I Leave My Home.
I Am Currently Not Working, I Used To Receive Employment And Support Allowance, Then The Amount I Got Was Reduced To The Amount That I And Which Everyone Over 25 Receives On Job Seekers Allowance, Then It Was Stopped Altogether, But Since I failed My Medical Interview Which The Benefits Agency Arranged For Me To Attend, I Now Have To Sign On As Unemployed And Be Actively Seeking Employment, And I Will Receive Job Seekers Allowance. I Don't Know How I Will Adjust To Being Unemployed And Looking For Work, We Will See.
